Tuesday, October 24, 2017

A ROSE BY ANY OTHER NAME...

So last Sunday, a Sunday like all the rest, or so it seemed and then it happened.  I suddenly felt out of sorts, it's happened about twice a year, my stomach feels queezy, I brake out in a cold sweat and, as luck would have it, Frank was out of the house walking the dog and I felt like I had to get to the bathroom.  The way there seems fuzzy and, in fact, when I got to the doorway of the bathroom, I just simply passed out and fell forward onto the bathroom floor and there I lay until Frank returned.

He could see that I was hurt.  I was bleeding all over the floor and all I needed (I thought that was all)
was the little green cushion I needed to kneel and get up.  And Frank says, "We've got to go to the ER!"  But I said, "Why?"  I just hit my head a little, at least that's what I thought.  And then I looked in the mirror.  I had a 4-inch gash in my chin, a bump on my head, and, let's put it like this, I knew he was right.

So that's where we went and fortunately, it was pretty dead so we didn't have to wait long.  The doc was really nice and said it was pretty common and that there was nothing I could do to prevent this and it just happens when your blood pressure bottoms out.  I expected stitches but, as usual, I'm in the dark ages.  They don't use stitches anymore, they use glue.  So I was glued and released and, well, it looks worse than it is but if I attach a picture to this blog, it would really gross you out.  So that was the inspiration for tonight's blog.

VASOVAGAL EFFECT
By Patty Lynn

I have a purple jacket for Spring and for the Fall,
But never has it matched my face, at least I can’t recall…
A time when I have born the scars of such a tragic spill,
And though my memory’s not the best, this fall, it never will…

Be long forgotten, stands alone, it’s one that’s for the books.
In fact, when in my present state, poor Frank gets dirty looks.
For, yes, it looks like I’m abused, looks like I took a punch,
But rest assured, that’s just absurd, though wish I could expunge…

This episode, I wasn’t owed, nor should a soul go through it.
And yet it happened, who knows why, my pressure chose to do it.
The doc, he said, “We don’t know why, it happens to some people,
I’d like to say it happens once and there won’t be a sequel…

But chances are it’s bound to be a re-occurring challenge.
So when it happens you’ve found out, stay low to keep your balance.
That way you can’t fall down and then you’ll simply ride right through it.
Your BP, if it bottoms out, there’s really nothing’s to it.”

Not reassuring, that’s for sure, looks like I’m stuck with this.
Just hope and pray, that’s days away, wish I could just dismiss this...
As only something I will have for one and one time only,
Say, wouldn’t it be nice if all I had to do was slowly…

Wake up each morning, slowly stretch and rise to start the day,
And know beyond a single doubt this thing had gone away?
But that’s not how things work and we’re just victims of the random,
And when things happen as this did we cannot call a stand-in.

Just think how Sunday I woke up, the day seemed like the rest,
An ordinary day it was for all I knew the best…
Of all the days I’d ever had, a day like I’d elect,

My BP drops, I fall down hard with vasovagal effect.

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